The choices we make affect the world, whether we realize it or not. The decision to sleep in instead of going work for example can have a myriad of consequences. For example, you may be fired from your job which results in a downward spiral for the next few months or years of your life. Or, on the off chance, perhaps a disgruntled employee storms the building and kills a few co-workers, with a shot fired where you usually sit. By not going, you saved yourself, despite not knowing that when you hit the snooze button.
But perhaps more importantly, are the choices we do not make. Some cultures call it destiny or fate, others refer to it as luck. Whether or not the future is set in stone, can we still become the person we are destined to be when details change? Does fate truly determine who we are, and whether or not we will become the person of the year, or a monster feared by millions.
In the case of Ian Arden, monsters are not created by circumstance, they are born that way.
The following is a divergent time-line for the fan fiction, "A Monster is Born", in which the explosion of New York did not occur. For full effect, please read the above link, but especially Chapters Six and Seven.
Chapter One: The Best Laid Plans of Mice and Men
Ian carried the large box over to his new desk, setting it down gently as he surveyed the room. It was a bit modest, the wood finish across most of the room seemed dull and aged, and the one window in the room was caked with a thick wall of dust. Ian sighed, expecting better from a government who had promised him the world and delivered nothing.
His life was anything but uncomplicated. He didn't know why he existed the way he had, the desires he had and compulsions he often gave into. The psychiatrist Hayes was a good example of that. Granted, the man compromised everything Ian had worked to build in his life, and he wasn't about to let some bow-tie wearing psychobabble asshole take that way from him.
It was a trait Ian knew all too well, doing what needed to be done. Most people would have taken the news lightly, tried the drugs, and hoped for the best...If they didn't end up in a nut house first. But, Ian wasn't like most people. For years, he'd tried to figure out why. He didn't remember his childhood, well most of it. He could recall bits and pieces, but only the bad. Happy memories faded from him faster than a bottle of whiskey in front of an Irishman.
He remembered little, but he knew the things that helped make him into the man he was. He remembered his mother, Helena, barely. He remembered watching her die, and how at the time, he was confused but happy to see it happen. He didn't understand the joy he took in watching his mother's head collapse under the weight of a car, nor the joy he took in the reaction of the driver and his grandmother. All he knew was, it was a sight that he enjoyed.
He also remembered his first, actual kill. Long before the Drill Sergeant at that god forsaken camp. The first kill was Buddy, an Akita that lived down the street from the Arden Family back in the day, long before Helena's accident with the car. Ian remembered, he must have been about five at the time, when he could hear the d*** thing barking day and night. The owner apologized on a daily basis, but never did anything about it. That was until Ian did.
To appease the people of the block, the owner bought the dog a shock collar to keep it quiet. It worked, but often the dog continued to bark and whine through the shocking. Even then, young Ian realized that the dog would never learn. And something that would never learn from its mistakes, had to pay the ultimate price.
During the night he took a screwdriver from his father's toolkit, as well as one of his own water pistols and a bucket and walked to the neighbour's house. Buddy was a passive dog, barked but never did anything else. This allowed Ian to get close. He took off the dog's shock collar, which prompted a lick from the disgusting animal, as Ian took the bucket and poured some water on the dog. He told it to stay, as he pried open the shock collar's waterproof contain, then tossed it towards the dog and the slight pool of water it was in.
The dog yelped for a moment, before it died, and Ian took off running back to his own house. Needless to say, word went out that it wasn't a random accident, and a few fingers were pointed, but never at Ian.
Ian smiled for a moment, as he recalled his first kill that counted, before he started unloading the brown box and its contents onto the desk. He thought more about why he was the way he was, and why he took such pleasure in the harming of other sentient beings. For years, he had blamed his father...But considering Buddy, he knew it had to have come from something before that. He did remember something once, his grandparents arguing.
Mona, Ian's grandmother, was quite upset that they were looking after Ian for the day. God, I must have been about three...Ian thought as the memory came flooding back, Mona threw a vase at Parker, his grandfather. They were arguing about trying to play God...Something about how Helena should never have married Thomas, and how they needed another grandchild to protect the future. That was all Ian remembered, which surprised him that he remembered anything at all from that long ago, he still didn't know what it meant. And considering Mona was dead, and Parker had disappeared for years, he probably never would.
Ian finished unpacking the box, as he threw it beside the garbage can and sat down behind his new desk. The sun had set hours ago, and a gentle rain was hammering the nation's capitol. He looked out the dust covered windows, and made a note to get a cleaning woman in there as soon as possible. He turned on the television, election coverage from a few nights ago, recounting the upsets and victories.
Ian leaned forward, as the results from New York were replayed.
"And in a surprise victory, former Associate District Attorney, Nathan Petrelli, was elected to New York's 33rd, despite overwhelming poll numbers suggesting the young ADA was heading for a defeat. Rumours have already been circulating that Petrelli has made in on the short list for his party to rise to a number of important committees and positions within Congress. Tomorrow, at 6, we'll have an interview with our new Congressman."
Ian turned off the tv, the surprise still working on him. He knew Petrelli would win, long before anyone else did. Granted, he wasn't the first to know, but he was brought in on it. He wondered, if he wasn't the calculating man he was, if he'd still be sitting in this office. He wasn't sure, but there was no point wondering too long about it. He was the man he was, and he was happy with it. Nothing to hold him down or keep him back, all he had to do was care about himself.
Ian smiled for a second, before the phone rang and the smile was taken off his face.
"Undersecretary Arden." Ian said, as he answered the phone.
"Ian. We have a problem." The voice on the other end said, clearly that of the Vice-President.
"What sort of problem?" Ian asked, as he leaned back in the big leather chair.
"My friend, the one who helped us out in New York, is dead. Apparently, his plans died with him. Petrelli's gone missing and we don't know what the hell has happened out there." The VP said.
"Well, what was supposed to happen?" Ian said, his fingers moving silently as a button was pressed on a device that began recording the conversation.
"Are you on a secure line?" The VP asked.
"Of course. I'm sitting in the god d*** defense department; if these phones aren't secure, then we have bigger problems." Ian replied.
"My friend, you might have heard of him, Daniel Linderman. He helped us make sure Petrelli got elected." The VP started, as Ian thanked whatever unholy abomination he called God for the gift of the Vice-President dealing with a reputed mobster.
"There was supposed to be...An accident, in New York. A lot of people dead. It would be a rally cry for the survivors to lobby their politicians and those who helped them. Petrelli was to be one of them, and find himself leaping across Congress faster than a junior usually does." The VP added.
"Just how much leaping are we talking here?" Ian asked.
"He'd be Speaker of the House in a matter of months, and in the next election would be handed picked and groomed for the Vice-Presidency. After that, the 'President' would have to resign for health reasons and Petrelli would rise to the Oval Office." The VP answered.
"And for what reason?" Ian asked.
"I can't tell you that...Linderman wouldn't tell me." The VP replied.
"You were working for a mobster who didn't tell you the full plan?" Ian asked.
"Yes...I owed him a few favours, let's just leave it at that." The VP replied.
"So, what happens now?" Ian asked, worrying for his own job as the plans fell apart around them.
"Well, obviously things are going to change without Linderman's hands guiding things. However, from my understanding of things, he was ready for this type of thing. There's a man, Robert Bishop, I was told to contact him if things ever went sour on us. I called you first, to let you know your office might be in jeopardy." The VP replied.
"Thanks for the consideration, but it will take a lot more than an accident not occurring and a congressman disappearing to force me from this office. Don't worry about me, I can handle myself from here. I have my ways." Ian replied, as he wrote down the name Robert Bishop on a nearby blank file.
"Good. Well, Ian, I trust I have your confidence in this?" The VP asked.
"Of course. I have to go, but if things change, keep me informed." Ian said, as he hung up the phone and looked at the name on the paper.
"Perhaps its time to have a conversation with Mr. Bishop."
End of Chapter One